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Jul 24
2010
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I'm still so new in this business, I often wonder why I am trying to travel at the speed of light.
I was just trying to keep my mind occupied when my girlfriend went to Iraq for 1 1/2 years. Now 1 1/2 years later, I wonder how I got over 35,000 people to look at my Youtube videos so far. 2,000 hits every 10 days lately. What am I doing that anybody else can't do?
My equipment is cheap, I make stuff like steadycams and lights not because I can, but because I have to.I'm just another poor slob trying to make his mark in this world.
What then?
The main answer for me is 'networking'. Getting out and passing out business cards when I do a live band. After just a year doing it on the side from my remodeling day job, I could've started a business out of it if I wanted, but I don't. The runner up main answer is my passion to create.
After doing a couple interviews, just one lip-sync video, and a couple non-music related videos, I started feeling a new person in me screaming to get out.
"This is what I want to do when I grow up!" But I am grown up. Half a friggin' century grown up. In fact, life seems to be whizzing by me at the speed of light, instead of the other way around.
Maybe that's the answer. I'm feeling the sand running out of the hourglass and therefore trying NOT to be a poor slob when the house lights go down for the last time. I read something in the preface of a music- related paperback years ago that said something like," Great musicians are a dime a dozen. What separates them from the pack is persistence and determination". I've found that to be true now, as I try to become a filmmaker. Lately I am making progress by leaps and bounds and I think it's merely because I quit having so much fun screwing around with art and music for years(make that decades)and instead started to really focus on the brass ring that's been going by me all this time. The creativity I have coming out my south end.The problem was I lacked the persistence and determination.
Whatever the reason, I have it now, and am having the time of my life. On Thursday July 29th, I shoot my first self-written,cast,produced,directed music video involving 12 actors and models(wait till you see this thing!)for a guy who is being courted by Capitol Records AND Warner Bros. Seems I got my hooks into a big fish, and by golly it's gonna be good eating if I have anything to do with it, and I do. Wow...I do. Somewhere out there momma's proud.

